Nantahalas:
“No Recognized Boundaries”
An Essay
and Five Poems
Rob Merritt
I didn’t think too much about
what “Nantahala” meant when I was 7, vacationing with my family at Fontana Dam
in The Nantahala National Forest. I bought a tomahawk, found some arrowheads, and saw real Indians cooking
over a pot at Oconaluftee Village. Fifty years later, “Nantahala” has taken on multifoliate connotations
for me, beyond the title of this web-based celebration of out-of-the-ordinary
Appalachian art.
While mountaintops are blasted
into valleys for coal in West Virginia and Kentucky, the Nantahala River flows
on. It begins in the Blue Ridge
Mountains of North Carolina, near the Georgia line and runs forty-two miles,
through the gorge, into the Little Tennessee River, and then into the placid,
dammed Fontana Lake. I am
not thinking about The Nantahala Outdoor Center and the thousands of whitewater
adventurers making an open-air economy, but of how a north-flowing river can be
a focal point that brings together the regenerative energy of a region and
propel it outward to teach a world-wide community endurance, compassion, and acceptance. As says the Tao Te Ching:
The supreme good is like water,
which nourishes all things without trying to.
It is content with the low places that people disdain.
Thus it is like the Tao.
The Nantahala River starts in a
high valley below Standing Indian Mountain, stony and treeless because,
according to legend, a winged monster swooped down, picked up a Cherokee child
and carried him to a mountain cave. The people prayed for days to the Great Spirit to save the boy, then a
blast of thunder and crash of lightening killed the monster and the landscape.
The child walked out onto the smoking rocks, alive. That explosive power
sources the river.
Water takes the shape of what
borders it— whitewater gorge, dammed lake— telling us to take on
the silhouettes of the landscapes we pass through acclimatizing ourselves to
environments, not blasting our appetites upon them . As Tennyson’s Ulysses says, “I am
a part of all that I have met.” Nantahala, be it river, forest, or placeholder for personal and cultural
memory, represents a focal point that allows me to perceive a pattern in events
and geography that lie around me.
I have never been to the headwaters
of the Nantahala River; most people have never been to the Artic National
Wildlife Refuge, yet we depend upon these places; we are better off because
they exist, nurturing the diversity of the planet—ecologically,
spiritually, and aesthetically. As Thomas Rain Crowe told the Nantahala editors one sunny afternoon in
2004, sitting outside his writing
tower built by John Lane in the woods near Cullowhee amid the sounds of stream
and birdsong:
diversity
is a sustaining concept throughout all of nature--and, in fact, the universe.
It is, in the end, diversity which allows for the quality of life of all living
things, as well as allowing everything to survive and to evolve and to
continue. Once the idea or the fact of monoglot or monoculture takes root,
everything starts becoming like everything else around it--the gene pool is
lessened, and the quality of life is compromised. Diversity, for me, is
essential in a philosophical and, as well, practical way. It’s essential to the
natural world, meaning it’s also essential to the human world. I think it’s a
wonderful thing that we have different cultures, and different peoples,
different races, different belief systems. Otherwise, life as we know it
wouldn’t exist. Life would be fairly dull, don’t you think, if we were all the
same color and there was only one variety of tree and one kind of salamander,
and one way to think of or worship God? In this kind of mono-world, our
imaginations, which are essentially fueled by the natural world and the
diversity and mystery of the Universe, would go flat, dry. Entropy would set
in. We would cease to evolve.
Many people live in metropolitan
environments. Thoreau did not want
everyone to follow him into the woods, yet his project fuels our
imagination. Likewise the mountains
of the eastern United States not only offer literal a buffer against
over-urbanization, they counter-balance ways of seeing and approaches to
problems, personal and social.
As James Still said, "Appalachia is that somewhat mythical region with no
recognized boundaries." This
website projects a message far and wide that Appalachian art is more than
quilts and outhouses— it is a boundary-breaking mythology universal in
its particularity (see Cameron Dennis’s photographic essay “Swimming in Rivers,”
for example), freeing us to find beauty and compassion in unexpected
places. This issue probes
the idea of "no recognized boundaries." Nigerian poet residing in Ireland Emmanuel Jakpa,
included here, has never been to Appalachia. He says, “Appalachia
amazes” and
While marvels conjure up
from mountains
that challenge the Twelve Ben
I want you to tell everyone
through trumpets played with the
fragrance of roses
here contrast the affairs of our
modern life.
This boundless notion has a
geographic reality underlying the spiritual and philosophical. Once, literally, there were no
borders. Some may be
surprised to know that there is an International Appalachian Trail, an
organization founded upon the idea that when drifting land masses merged to form
Pangea 260 million years ago, the Appalachian Mountains formed as a result of
the collision. When Pangea broke
up 60 million years after that,
Each of the newly
formed continents carried a piece of the original Appalachian Mountains with
it. This origin and dispersal of the ancestral Appalachian Mountains confirms
the truly international nature of an “Appalachian Trail.” Pieces of the original Appalachian
Mountains exist with their own trail or mountain names in many countries around
the North Atlantic.
(http://www.internationalat.org/Pages/SIAIAT_Pages/membership)
The American Appalachian
terrain continues as the Caledonides of Ireland and Scotland. When immigrants from the highlands of
Scotland and Ireland came to the highlands of eastern North America, they were
living in the same mountains that had lived in in Europe. No wonder their songs and stories
“fit.”
Limitless landscapes are internal
as well as external. The Nantahala
River and National Forest become maps for psychological terrains. Not only do the forest and river offer guidelines
for adapting to experience— taking the shape of what we flow
through— but they give humans a language (as Emerson observed) and a model
for being silent. The Cherokee
Trail of Tears runs beside the Nantahala River. Sorrow inhabits the river’s mazy motion. As Kate Hauk says in her essay:
If those
who mourn shall be comforted, I‘m convinced it has something to do with the old
Quaker saying, “don’t speak unless you can improve upon the silence.” My
strength comes from those who make no attempt to explain or remove my
grief. Instead, we wait together,
weary and heavy-laden, in the stillness of all that remains unanswered. When we pause there long enough,
angels incarnate before our eyes into images and memories that sustain us.
The forest offers the stillness and the opportunity for us to find
images and words to “improve upon the silence,” in this case, a song:
Kathy
Reeds’ song, “Nantahala,” restores my soul when she sings of her memory and
asks with each chorus, “Who knows where they go when they’re carried away?”
This eternal question, above all, honors what is beyond our understanding and
hence, the dead, themselves, who exist within that sacred mystery. Her song
ends with these words: “Wherever you may be, may peace be there.” As we look
and wait for what we already know of love’s eternal, hidden presence, may her
benediction be ours, as well.
This place has given us language. . The land has answers
for our anxieties, if we listen. The land creates us, and we construct a landscape to grow in.
“Nantahala” is derived from The Cherokee words Nvda’ and
aye’li ("sun" and "middle"). “Nvda” can mean either sun or moon, so one must specify
“nvda iga ehi” (living in the day) or “nvda sunoye ehi” (living in the
night). Light and dark are
inseparable, yet always a piece of light— a sliver of moon, sun only at
midday.
“Global
Appalachia: From Regional Nexus to the World,” a 2009
production by Nantahala: A
Review of Writing and Photography from Appalachia celebrates
the healing power of art and the natural world to help individuals cope with
personal loss or an entire region bear cultural and geographic tragedies.
Nantahalas are omnipresent. Every location is the land of the
noonday sun, a place where the dark nights of the soul are penetrated by brief
light: sun at noon flashing upon whitewater; no humans need be present.
Five Poems
Nantahala
Shadows
descend the hills.
Morning
light comes late to the Blue Ridge.
Sing to
the wounded land
curling
in upon itself
wary
and waiting.
Shapes
The Nantahala Takes
for Kate Hauk
Rivers
are shaped
by the frontiers
they flow through.
Sounding the Nantahala,
you sing
its current northward
seeking stillness.
From those waveforms
you make metaphors
to cope with
your losses.
Nantahala means
sunlight so slight
that waters move
in darkness
except at noon.
When I tell you
my hurt
is bit to yours,
that my losses
have been gradual,
I hear you singing
the river falling,
gorge into gorge,
alongside
the Trail
of Tears,
navigating ambiguity
in your kayak,
your platinum hair
arcing
like the whitewater,
taking silhouette
of the surge,
eternal pattern
where
the soul wakes,
and you intone
an unaccompanied
elegy
rising
with the mist
of the falls.
Rivers of forgetfulness
can no more drown loss
than fire exploding through pines
can burn out the Nantahala.
I can approach
your depths
because you dropped
a gracenote
into
my
river.
Queen of the Rocks
Oritsegbemi Emmanuel Jakpa
from Warri
I met near Sligo
one Saturday afternoon—
we had both come to see
where Yeats, a boy,
encountered the sidhe
upon Knocknorea.
“Hunched like a sleeping camel”
Emmanuel wrote in his notebook,
reminded him of the yam terraces
of Nigeria.
Studying at Waterford
Institute of Technology,
Could he be more exiled,
rubbing his fingers
over the rocks
of Queen Maeve’s cairn
as if it were a
Rosetta Stone?
We left our vanity way below
in Dragon Wood
when we picked up stones
to lay upon her tomb.
He wanted to be a doctor,
the ocean sprawling below us.
“like the throbbing heart
of the world,” he wrote,
and I was in a poem in his making,
Nigerian studying wordcraft
in a city of glassmakers,
listening for correspondences
between dry air of high savannahs
and this mountaintop
where we placed pebbles
to keep a Celtic queen undead.
Telling
Wilderness Road
James Still worked
as a janitor
in the library
at Lincoln Memorial University,
a book on his knees
by Livy
about bees
migrating,
a broom against the wall
at midnight.
Romans knew bees could foretell weather.
James remembered when his mother told the bees
his uncle was dead—
then, no more life would end that day.
James told me never be
without a story,
read Thomas Hardy,
discover
some new narrative
everyday
after work,
listen to the women talking
so that genealogy
will stay on the table.
The Cumberland Gap,
like a Bermuda Triangle,
swallowed explorers
heading west.
through the needle’s eye
of Tennessee.
Missouri lay over
the ridge
somewhere.
All Saint’s Day,
I drive past A.P. Carter’s store
on the sunny side of life,
a song in every old barn,
every trailer,
every story told,
the circle
unbroken
like the fidelity of bees.
Jousting
with Gloom
for Jean Battlo: playwright, imaginer of West Virginia
When mountain shadows of McDowell County
begin to symbolize the entire murky
universe, and despair crouches by your
doorway like a gargoyle in coal,
you go searching for healers — Don Quixote
and Emily Dickinson— to continue
to wrestle with the gloom
you do not want to become
Those two offer landscape-transforming gleam.
I went to Spain looking through countrysides
and old books to find imaginers
to rebut these tawdry times.
Southwest of Madrid,
Franco’s “Monument to the Fallen”
commemorates the forty
thousand
Civil War dead.
A titanic black cross with Matthew, Mark, Luke and John
at its base looms over the basilica
where Franco is buried. But
that gloom cannot
cancel Quixote’s sunlight in the La Mancha valley below.
I returned to West Virginia aching
for Spanish heroes until
you gave me your play Don Quixote,
and I recognized my heart in a world leaking romance.
Jean, you joust at dark Appalachia
with Spain and Amherst.
You found Emily Dickinson’s grave
weedy, untended and rushed
to report outrage
to a custodian who let you into
Emily’s bedroom alone to watch
the rocking chair tremble.
You saw that certain slant of
light
but concocted the same exhilaration
The Don felt when he saw El Dorado in the desert,
you, leaning against the sun.
Jean, thank you for this energy field
of Don Quixote, Emily Dickinson and thou—
a three- pronged attitude
for jousting with gloom.